Today I woke with the intentions of attending a two hour yoga/meditation class at a certain yoga school I attend every now and then. Today is a very special day its the one day out of the year that is 11-11-11. When I got to the school I found out that you had to buy tickets for this class ahead of time so I asked if there was a waiting list or a chance that I could attend the class and they told me that they highly doubt it. That it would be best if I left because there were about 300 attendees and they were also planning on u streaming it if I wanted to watch it online. When I left the school this morning I became very emotionally and abit confused and very fusterated. The fact that I have been planning this day for the past week and to know that I could not attend this very class made my heart sad. I looked at their online info and I didnt see anything that stated that I needed to buy a ticket or if there was a waiting list. The lady said to me before I walked away that I will end up where I need to me today. I said to myself where I want to be is here but maybe where I need to be is HOME. When I got home I lite a candle and prayed to my Lord Jesus Christ and asked to help me get through today and to find a meaning as to why things didnt flow for me this morning. I believe things happen for a reason and that maybe I didnt attend this class because it was up to ME to find my inner light and to know that things might not always go as planned but as long as I stay true to my heart that things will flow and I will become more aware and have a better understanding of things. I had no urge to go on their online u stream I had no urge to reach out through yoga after I left. I debated on going on a hike but I wanted nothing more then to come home pray and take a small nap. Now I am awake and I feel somewhat drained. Today I was told is a day of detox and healing. Its a day of quietness. Stillness. I know that there are many people out there doing their own version of what they feel is special for themselves on this special day. Even though I was disappointed I realized that we arent always going to get what we want. Maybe I didnt need this class maybe todays meaning is within myself my soul. I dont know exacly what 11-11-11 is all about but I do know its a special day and I do feel some sort of shift energy wise. I am abit heavy minded today and miss my mother that passed away a few years ago. I know that I have amazing people around me and that my GOD is always watching over me as well as my animal spirits. I have my cat laying next to me right now as I write this blog. I just wanted to share with you all how I feel on this day. May all of you find some sort of meaning to today if you feel connected in some way. I wish you all many blessings and much love. I cant thank you all enough for the out pour of love you all of shown me. I truly and deeply love you all. May you all have many blessings for the rest of the year and for the new year to come. Thank you for reading this thought I had and may the light always shine within you and shine within you to share with others.